*Sigh*

Man, this is frustrating.... I just realised that my story has TOO MANY LOOPHOLES!!! How am I supposed to clog them?! I find myself in a pathetic state of imagining the impossible. Some has done it, others haven't. Oh, what am I saying? This is ridiculous, isn't it? Chris' first meeting with Eric is the way I was going to write it, only thing is, I made the situation too rushed and Chris has to finish everything like, right away! Which, by the way, is impossible! I can't believe I just put myself in a situation like that! What a great writer I am, just great, really. GREAT! Now, I'm doing all the throwing-hands-up-in-the-air stuff now. What else could be worse?

Oh, wait, I think I can name a few... Funny. Not. Am I talking to myself now? Who cares? I'm practically a crazy woman who wishes she could just understand what her story characters are thinking... Like that could ever happen! Not to me, at least. How envious I am of other writers... How can they just dream up such amazing storylines? I just can't comprehend. Maybe I'm just too young, or maybe I'm just not cut out for this job.. Saa, I'll try and finish this one book first.. If it ever gets finished, that is.